Never Before

No matter how old you get, you will always find yourself in new situations. Honestly I never thought I'd find myself in this one. I haven't been alone for over two years. I've had someone to love and share my life with. But I guess the problem was that I knew what I wanted and I never asked what my other half wanted. I should have done that more often. I'd like to say I have no regrets, that would be a lie though. I do have one, and one is all I need to miss everything we had. I don't like missing things, I don't like change. And like he said, "This could either be something good or the biggest mistake." I'd be lying again if I said I was hoping for the first part, but we all know I'm wishing this is a big mistake. Normally I'm filled with words of wisdom, but I have nothing right now. Never before have I been in a situation where I didn't know what to do. I guess sometimes you have to be clueless.