Jealous

I admit, I get really jealous. Like, EXTREMELY jealous. My boyfriend mostly has girls who he hangs out with. Most if them are my friends. . .yet I am still jealous. It's stupid right? But when he talks to his ex girlfriend more than he talks to me, well that's crossing a line. Or when he wants to hang out with his girl best friend who he sees everyday more than me, that's not cool. I mean, I like him a lot, he's awesome...but it's that jealous side that's not so crazy about him. And now I'm being a paranoid girlfriend because it's been three hours since he last texted me and we were in the middle of a discussion. I don't wanna jump to conclusions but I do anyways. So I turned my phone off, put on some music and now I'm trying to keep myself busy instead if checking my phone every two seconds. Oh man, this is difficult!!!