Meltdown

Sometimes life is just too much. Everything seems good but then other stuff piles on and you think "okay I can handle this". Then some more piles on. And next thing you know you're breaking from all the weight. People say "life throws curve balls", well sometimes it throws big heavy rocks at you too. Sure you can pick yourself up, dust off, and keep going. But other times you just wanna lay there and wait for it to all end. You keep going even if more and more comes your way. Why? Because you have a suspicion that it will be over soon and you won't have to struggle through anymore. It will be easy after this. Well that's true. But, when does it get easier?

Sometimes we end up not being able to get back up. We break. I call it a meltdown. You can't deal with it anymore. You lash out at everything and anything. You have no excuse for what you do. Mood swings. It's all there. But, once that's over and you've had a good cry; you get up quietly, dust yourself off, and keep going.