I make the same resolution every year; write more. This year I accomplished more writing than I have since school. I have also been gone for quite sometime, so I thought a fun first post would be a look back at this year.
I could list out everything that happened this year, the good and the bad. But I tried that, and deleted everything I wrote. The main thing this 2018 brought was lessons. I learned more than I wanted. Most of these lessons were painful and just plain sucked. I lost so much of myself. So much of my life was wrapped up in these people that, in the end, drained me and left. I experienced the biggest betrayal. Really don't want to relive that so we are going to skip it. I am thankful for these lessons because they allowed me to drop so much extra weight I was carrying. I finally got to take a good look at myself. I still don't understand much about this strange universe we live in. All I can be certain of right now is that next year I get to rebuild myself. Let's hope it's less painful than being demolished.
There was a lot to look back on these past three sixty days. I have found humans focus on the negative more often than the positive. I may have been crushed this year, but I was given a few things. A box of kittens was left behind my house and I became a cat mom to the most awful, and handsome cat. Zuko and his human dad brought me so much joy. I celebrated a year of living with my boyfriend. My mom is practically cancer free. So many sweet, little moments happened. I may not remember all the good stuff, but I know it happened.
Alright, time to let 2019 hit me.
I could list out everything that happened this year, the good and the bad. But I tried that, and deleted everything I wrote. The main thing this 2018 brought was lessons. I learned more than I wanted. Most of these lessons were painful and just plain sucked. I lost so much of myself. So much of my life was wrapped up in these people that, in the end, drained me and left. I experienced the biggest betrayal. Really don't want to relive that so we are going to skip it. I am thankful for these lessons because they allowed me to drop so much extra weight I was carrying. I finally got to take a good look at myself. I still don't understand much about this strange universe we live in. All I can be certain of right now is that next year I get to rebuild myself. Let's hope it's less painful than being demolished.
There was a lot to look back on these past three sixty days. I have found humans focus on the negative more often than the positive. I may have been crushed this year, but I was given a few things. A box of kittens was left behind my house and I became a cat mom to the most awful, and handsome cat. Zuko and his human dad brought me so much joy. I celebrated a year of living with my boyfriend. My mom is practically cancer free. So many sweet, little moments happened. I may not remember all the good stuff, but I know it happened.
Alright, time to let 2019 hit me.
