Thursday, May 10, 2012
Unfixable
There a types of people in this world who like to fix things. Others like to destroy. I am a fixer. I have to fix everyone's problems for them. Doing the impossible is my thing. You have a problem, it's MY job to fix it. Most people don't ask for help, and some do. At times my help is unwanted. But I am also a perfectionist. So if it's going to be fixed, it has to be perfect. The biggest down side to this, is the failure. Right now, there's a problem I'm having. Someone I might possibly be in love with has really bad family troubles. Parents who don't treat him right. He sticks up for his little brother and I just about die because he is so protective of him. But, I can't help in anyway shape or form. AND IT'S KILLING ME! I can't make tings better for him at all. He doesn't want my help either, which sucks. I cry myslef to sleep thinking I'm failing him. And for this I feel stupid. You guys probably think I'm stupid too, realizing I can't help someone and not moving on from the problem. But I just can't do that. I can't give up, not yet.
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