Not Knowing

When someone hides something or says 'I wasn't thinking' does your trust for them waver a bit? The more they hide the more they lie, it just gets harder for the both of you. They have to cover everything up all while you're trying to uncover it. It's just one of those never ending cycles. They act sketchy and defensive, you act jealous and paranoid. You feel deceived and uncared for. But when you finally call them out on all their bullshit there's no telling what can happen. Everything can go fine. They can get angry and make you feel bad. You can get angry and make them feel guilty. Both of you can get mad. Or you can talk it out calmly and both be hurt on the inside. Everyone's different so it's hard to tell what could happen. But the worst part of all this is the excuses. And it's the stupid, sappy,over used excuses that make you the most insecure. 'I wasn't thinking' 'It wasn't my fault' 'You have to believe me' and you listen to them, you believe them. You also question them. But it usually does no good.